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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 00:43:18 GMT

I disappointed myself yesterday....

I wouldnt say empty words anymore

I gotta do this if I really want this....

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 00:17:59 GMT

Moses is back from Walabi!!!!

I cannot wait to share the good news...

December baby

I Am In Love

Thanks to all those who were with me in one way or another.. You know who you are, I would have never gotten through the months...

Special Shoutout -

My Dearest Father, Mother & Brother

My Cousin Christine for being just here....

My Loving Friends

Danny, Idil, Shikin, Zaki, Saras, Danie, Azizi, Faustina

I LOVE EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 00:19:05 GMT

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch him sleeping
He's lost in peaceful dreams

So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would he ever doubt the way I feel
About him in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will he know how much I loved him
Did I try in every way
To show him every day
That he's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And he must face the world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much he means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
To tell him how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved him
Did I try in every way
To show him every day
That he's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And he must face the world without me
Is the love I gave him in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 00:26:08 GMT

I went to watch 'This is It' & I loved it... MJ was really such a wonderful person.. he could see the big picture, how he wanted it too be... everything and he did it with love... full of it... wonderful...

Im going to catch 'Paranomal Activity', i dont think its scary but everyone says it is... Danny has been saying.. it is scary shit!!! hmmmmmm

I had a wonderful weekend....

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 11:04:25 GMT

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know i'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight
tonight
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 00:04:15 GMT

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I’m closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I’m lacking
Completely incomplete
I’ll take your invitation
You take all of me now…

I’m falling even more in love with you
I’m Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you
I’m living for the only thing I know
I’m running and not quite sure where to go
And I don’t know what I’m diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There’s nothing else to lose
There’s nothing else to find
There’s nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I’m closer to where I started
Chasing after you….

I’m falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I’ve held onto
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you
I’m living for the only thing I know
I’m running and not quite sure where to go
And I don’t know what I’m diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:30:17 GMT

Cynthia got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...

... that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.

See what God wants you to know...

Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff... and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away.

*Yawns*

Im extremely sleepy.... Yesterday was my first exercising day, ever since I decided that no more going crazy over the MCD monopoly game... I realised that I put on so much weight, 3 months under depression.. I ate & ate & ate & became fat & unhealthy.. so I cant afford to do that anymore... so with the help of a knowledgable fitness instructor, I exercised.. so Im going to continue that, I wanna wear a nice green dress...

I need to clean my room again... clothes all over, bags, stuffs.. I have to be more targeted & determined... The excuse is "i'm so tired!!" cannot cannot!!!

& i'm wondering when this Danny Ramlan can pass me the pictures via his drive!! I can wait forever he still wouldn't pass me!! sighs...... need to meet him up also don;t know when... I tell you.. I think when I reach 50, he will actually give me everything!!

17 days more to KL!!!

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 01:04:48 GMT

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know


What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you



Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know


What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Gregory and Cynthia Shirley are now friends!

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 10:11:58 GMT

My heart stop beating... Or I might just say my heart actually went racing...

Save me...

Friday, October 30, 2009

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 01:08:22 GMT

I AM FAT!! OFFICIALLY!!!

I cannot afford to eat any more MCD Value Meals, I have been eating it non stop this whole week that my tummy has grown and my chin has doubled and I am NOT kidding!! sh*t.. damn it!

My Uncle is in serious condition now so I am hoping he goes out of danger and fight!!!

Praying for you